2005-04-15
MESS
hmms. weird.. seems like im the only one blogging nowadays. everyone else's blogs are ALL STAGNANT. hrmph. feeling bored.. shall play gunbound later. so as you can see, im all play no work kind of person. kudos to those who realized that before this.. haha. owells. how should i go about being more hardworking.. i do have a feeling that my grades are kinda slipping. argh. it's like.. everytime i reflect upon this and start being hardworkings and feeling all motivated, it lasts for only a few days and POOF! back to "normal". the lazy bum. GRR. I WANT TO BE HARDWORKING AND DILIGENT!!! who doesn't? haha. self-control and discipline is what i really really need. goodness. i suddenly realized that my life is pretty much in a mess.
im not exercising, im eating too much and sometimes too little, im not doing my work nor revision. OK. STOP. this is not the qianhua i think i knew last year. goodness. ok. nvmind.. i WILL start exercising in preparation for NAFA and revise for EOIs and eating properly!
GRRRR. QIANHUA WAKE UP WAKE UP!
okay. awaken.
-waking-
iiforgive at 11:19 p.m.